By Tiffanie Turnbull
BBC News, Sydney
Proudly displayed successful Narelda Jacobs' puerility location successful Australia was a photograph of her father, Cedric, gathering Queen Elizabeth II.
"As a kid, I grew up looking astatine her successful an aspirational mode and thinking: 'Gosh, that's the Queen! And that's my dada receiving an [MBE] bid from the Queen!'" the Aboriginal Australian tv presenter says.
"She's idiosyncratic that I ever looked up to."
But arsenic Ms Jacobs grew older, the meaning of the photograph shifted.
When she looks astatine it now, she sees a sovereign lasting successful beforehand of a antheral who dedicated his beingness to having the sovereignty of his ain radical recognised.
"And helium died waiting for that recognition," the Whadjuk Noongar pistillate tells the BBC.
Many Aboriginal and Torres Strait Islander radical person spoken of analyzable emotions aft the Queen's death.
The oldest continuing cultures connected Earth, they suffered greatly from colonialism. The accomplishment of Captain James Cook successful 1770 acceptable disconnected events that dispossessed Indigenous Australians of their land. Massacres, profound taste disruption, and intergenerational trauma followed.
When Queen Elizabeth II archetypal visited Australia successful 1954, First Nations radical were not counted arsenic portion of the population, and children were inactive being forcibly removed from their families to beryllium assimilated into achromatic households. In immoderate parts of her tour, Aboriginal Australians were actively hidden from view.
Much has changed since, but Indigenous Australians stay disproportionately worse disconnected successful presumption of health, acquisition and different measures compared to non-Indigenous Australians.
"We're inactive not doing arsenic well… and that's due to the fact that of assemblage rule," Wiradjuri world Sandy O'Sullivan says.
As a effect Australia has struggled with the question of however to observe her beingness portion acknowledging immoderate of the country's darkest chapters.
A determination to little the Aboriginal emblem to half-mast successful her honour - successful enactment with different authoritative flags - drew immoderate criticism, arsenic did the determination to suspend parliament for a fortnight. A committedness to rename a Melbourne infirmary from an Aboriginal word, Maroondah, to Queen Elizabeth II Hospital has been attacked arsenic "tone deaf".
Controversially, the Australian Football League Women's decided against mandating a minute's soundlessness for the Queen past week due to the fact that it was Indigenous Round. But the National Rugby League fined and suspended an Indigenous subordinate aft she wrote an violative station astir the Queen that immoderate defended arsenic state of speech.
For University of Canberra Chancellor and Aboriginal elder Tom Calma, the Queen led a beingness of work "with a full batch of dignity and humanity".
"She inherited, astatine a precise young age, a full batch of planetary challenges. We've seen a batch of alteration and she's been astatine the helm of that," says Prof Calma, a Kungarakan and Iwaidja man.
She seemed sympathetic, helium says, to the desires of First Nations radical - specified arsenic successful 2000 erstwhile she called for the authorities to "ensure prosperity touches each Australians", pointing retired galore Indigenous radical felt "left behind".
But immoderate accidental the Queen's bequest successful Australia is intolerable to abstracted from the penetration and colonisation of the country.
Among them is Greens Senator Lidia Thorpe, who referred to the Queen arsenic a coloniser portion taking her oath successful parliament earlier this year.
Indigenous radical ne'er ceded their sovereignty, the Djabwurrung Gunnai Gunditjmara pistillate wrote successful the Guardian Australia past week.
"The institutions that British colonisation brought here, from the acquisition that erases america to the prisons that termination us, are designed to destruct the oldest surviving civilization successful the world," wrote Ms Thorpe.
"That's the bequest of the Crown successful this country."
For others, determination is disapproval of what the Queen herself didn't do. Many Indigenous Australians made appeals to her for greater enactment during her reign.
Among them was Ms Jacobs' father, an Anglican reverend and one-time National Aboriginal Conference chair. Though helium was ever "very fond" of the Queen, Cedric Jacobs had spoken to her astir his people's tendency for a treaty.
"Could determination person been thing that she could person done?" Ms Jacobs asks.
Prof O'Sullivan says: "I don't person a batch of clip for radical who privation to observe the thought of idiosyncratic passing away."
But it's not just to overgarment the Queen arsenic simply a "kindly grandmother" fixed she was truthful influential and had "enormous wealth", the world adds.
She utilized that powerfulness to beryllium an "incredibly eloquent" advocator for immoderate causes, Prof O'Sullivan says. "[But] she surely didn't bash thing to marque our lives better."
Prof Calma argues the Queen inherited assemblage tensions she had nary portion successful creating.
"There's ever an statement that much could person happened, but that's not ever successful the hands of the monarch," helium says.
"We can't continually blasted the Crown, erstwhile we've had our ain constitution since 1901. It is the Australian authorities who has to measurement up."
Some reason an Australia that recognises the harm colonisation has done to First Nations people, cannot stay taxable to a British monarch.
But a referendum connected a republic looks astatine slightest 3 years away. Prime Minister Anthony Albanese has committed to archetypal holding a referendum connected recognising Indigenous radical successful Australia's constitution and giving them a Voice to Parliament - a caller advisory body.
And adjacent if Australia becomes a republic it whitethorn not permission the Commonwealth, Prof Calma says.
Some impulse the monarchy to clasp a caller era.
"This is an accidental for a cleanable slate," Prof O'Sullivan says. "I person a batch of a batch of hope."
Some Indigenous Australians privation King Charles III to marque an apology for the harm done by colonialism - similar that offered to New Zealand's Māori successful 1995.
There are besides calls for reparations - fiscal compensation, the instrumentality of onshore and artefacts, and the repatriation of ancestral remains located successful British museums.
The King could besides see lending his enactment to the run for the Voice to Parliament, immoderate say.
All the BBC spoke to said they wanted the King to conscionable with First Nations people, and to listen.
"It is truly frustrating. These are the aforesaid conversations that our leaders would person had with his mum," Ms Jacobs said.
"But I don't privation anybody other to dice waiting to person their sovereignty arsenic a First Nations idiosyncratic recognised."